On Sunday, a dear friend of ours came to visit. While we were all sitting at the kitchen table visiting, she commented on Tristan's mug. Tillamook, like the cheese? Yes he said. I got it in Oregon, when we went to visit. We then began to tell her funny stories from our road trip last summer. Me, locking the keys in the car (twice), the milk "duds" of our sightseeing adventures (devil's punchbowl) The amazing pizza in Cannon Beach, the incredible beauty of Ruby Beach. The joy of spending time hiking and camping with his cousins. And the plantium 5 star review of Tillamook Cheese factory. Now, to many people the tour would not be a big deal. For Tristan it was a dream come true. Since he was little boy he's been a huge fan of Tillamook cheese and has always wanted to go visit. Danny would tell us, I'm not driving 600 miles to go see cheese. It's not about the cheese I would say. It's about his dream. It's not going to be a big deal much longer. We need to go. Now. Before it isn't. Last summer, through an awesome invitation by our family to tag along on their already planned camping trip; Tristan and I finally made it to Tillamook, Oregon. I've been heartbroken, confused and angry the past few days over the senseless deaths. More guns. No laws to stop it. I read the list of the deceased, from the massacre in Orlando. Multitudes of young people shot. Some just a few years older than my own boys. Dreams gone. Families torn apart. I feel helpless. Unable to do anyting or change the broken system. Will it ever end? Then I thought of our road trip. And I smiled. I took the time to look through our pictures again. It brought back some good memories. Then, in the midst of my feeling of utter helplessness, I thought of those young people who will never go on to live their dreams. It broke my heart all over again. What can we do? We can live! I'm a huge Harry Potter fan, and one of the young men killed was a Gryffindor working at WWHP in Orlando. I have clung to his story, read about him, seen his pictures. Luis loved life!! Don't let darkness overtake you. Don't let hate win, light! Love. Dream. Take risks. Make a bucket list and Go. Do. However small it may be, How ever silly it may sound. Is it important to you? Will it bring you a bit of joy? In this crazy mixed up world of hate, chaos and horrific crimes, take the time to find to love. Be kind to yourself and others. Help make another's dream come true. Be in the light friends. "I wanna be in the Light As You are in the Light I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens. Oh, Lord be my Light and be my salvation, Cause all I want is to be in the Light. All I want is to be in the Light." ~Charlie Peacock